RE: Focusing Life: A Reflection On Indifference and Love As Part of Emotions [ENG/ESP]

Sometimes I wonder if indifference is a form of protection, a shield that helps us survive in the chaotic world around us. In my case, I have had to deal with the fact that people I have loved before are no longer with me. It is hard to accept that someone you loved with all your heart, now barely remembers you. But I've also learned that it doesn't mean that things weren't true. On the contrary, I believe that love always leaves an imprint on us, even if it is imperceptible.

These words really hits me. I don’t know why at the end of the day, I still felt alone. Those real friends that makes me happy before now barely know and remember without the reason why. The painful about that is when they make me uncomfortable about having another troops of about friends and they need me if they’re want but forget anything they did at that time. But I don’t want rely myself on them even though I can have a bond with them becausein this chaotic world, I still need myself to endure and survive it. I also believe that somday, time would come to make my life stable even though I’m facing that kind of chaotic world.