I did a re-edit

I recently did a monochrome version of my wolf in forest pics for my new book release. It's been a crazy week on top of everything else. My husband was in the hospital and we're preparing to move houses on this property which I'm starting to get more depressed being here.. (It's a multi million dollar beautiful farm why are you depressed? Why? because its like there is a huge opportunity of possibilities and I am not allowed to sieze the day)..

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^^ This is actually me, I self shot this using a timer and tripod!

I feel as if no matter how good I am at something, I'm just being humored and no one really likes me... or believes in me. I can win awards, be published over 100x, and even write a novel yet the people who society says should be supporting me doesn't.

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Then I have to sit around and watch other locals take advantage of people and get praised for it.. Basically this newbie in town is charging models and photogs to group shoot yet hunting for farms tonuse their facility for free... Everyone is eating it up and offering their land but if they really knew she was profiting it would be a different story right? Should I say something?

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My stalker still stalking and copying and it aggravates me. I started selling my photography at the oddities market and now all of a sudden she is? Plus shes selling a particular photo that isn't all hers. She took someone elses moon pic and edited and is now calling it hers. WTF?

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I've actually been getting booked quiet a lot lately which is good so there is that but when I look out my window I see a field (literally) of opportunity and I can't even use it. I'm just here exisiting. I have to sit here and be a trophy wife, keep my mouth shut, and just enjoy doing a hobby...

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I feel like I'm trauma dumping on the internet!! But hey I published a full length novel so thats cool right?

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I will drop the link below to my novel incase anyone wanted to read it or support me that way...

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But that's all I have for now thanks for sticking around to the end!

Here is the link to where you can read my novel: https://a.co/d/1BbagOC

ALL PHOTOS WERE TAKEN BY ME ON MY CANON MIRRORLESS AND EDITED IN ADOBE PS AND LR