Making my younger self proud. LOH#264

Hello everyone, hope you all are doing great. It's great participating in this community's contest again. This time I would like to write on #topic2. I think this topic made me think about some great thing or perspective changed by me from past.
The question was- What dream did you achieve that your younger self would be proud of?

My answer:
When I was young I used to be really friendly and so good to everyone and that's not that bad but still I used to (delusionally) consider those people my bestfriends who used to hate me and say things at my back and even when I used to know about it I didn't try to correct it but still continue following the same loop. I used to dream of a good friend group, like so close and no gossips to other people but I didn't got it so easily.

Younger me was so nice that knowing the bad I didn't confront it but still dream and wish for good. But now when I look back I find that thing really terrible, feel so bad but at the same time feel good that now I don't continue this.

Now whenever I'm with my friends I feel so good because they make me feel left out or do gossips about me, everything is really good and natural.

Looking this scenario it looks a small thing to talk about a dream but I think for me It's a much great achievement to cut off the bad energy from my surroundings because now I don't have to face that werid feelings of facing left out even being in a huge group.

What I wished for I got it and now I have friends there with me for more than 4 four years who don't complain about me or do anything which will make me feel sad and disappointed. I don't think I have any contact or connection with my old group and it's really good to think this because I think in our life most vital role is played by our family and friends and I have a really good family but I just wanted good friends which I got and just by that I cut off those people who were not upto my energy.

Thankyou!
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