Growing up

As humans can hardly live alone, we need to deal with a diversity of people, we need to make bonding with them and this is the way society establishes, right? Yes, I speculate like that. Living in a society where we need to deal with a variety character of people, some people are so close to your heart, some might not. But living in one society you can't avoid them. Because living in the same society, the uncertainty you might need help from the person whom you didn't like at all. For this case, we mix up various people although they feel messy to us.

When you grow up in a family from a very early age, the people of the family play a vital role in your life and you never deny that. They most of the time frequently roam from your sides and sometimes that might feel annoying to you. But when a soul among them missed the home for a long time and settled in another state, don't you miss the soul badly. The absence of the soul doesn't force you to think about the soul. The place where the soul used to stay when your eyes are stuck in the place, don't you feel something about the soul?

Time goes on and It is the attribute of time. But some memories still we preserve into the depth of our hearts. Because, It is worthy of that, among the memories it is the most precious one. Whenever we recall that we feel something nostalgic in our souls. It seems that the bonding of siblings is one of the sweets bonding in the world and It is the sweetest just because It has some special memories which one can recall when one doesn't find other.

I have an older sister not too older than me, approx one year older than me. Most of the time we quarrelled having a tiny issue. At the time of our childhood, the situation was too complicated. Our mom noticing our movements, decided no one can talk with each other for one week, as we quarrelled most of the time. You can believe that we could not stay away from each other for a single day. We promised our mom that we will not fight no more.

But that promise did not last long as well. We quarrelled most of the time, we hardly could stay away from each other. We grew up but the habit did not escape. It was the time when I felt truly her absence. That was the time when she shited in the capital for higher study. When she was in my around I teased her often. She was annoyed with that too. When she didn't walk around I truly missed her absence. Her room felt me her absence when I entered into.

The memory I pulled back when I entered I started imagining the activities which I had done with her presence. Sometimes we gossipped with each other for late night when mom and Dad were in deep sleep, sometimes I randomly took a thing from her table and immediately I ran out from the spot. All the memories suddenly grasped me and I got emotional. I saw her room got back Its ancient beauty, getting her back.

When she came back on a vacation, we gossiped that whole night and I felt that when someone close to our hearts missed out we feel her absence badly. The absence feels us the importance of the person in our life when the people are available in our around we had not attention too much.