My Actifit Report Card: August 4 2025

Today’s post is going to be a bit emotional, so please bear with me, usahay ra bitaw LOL!!! I just need to let this out.
I’m still feeling all over the place emotionally. Honestly, I didn’t think I could function at work, so I messaged the team that I’m taking a sick leave. No guilt about it. Mental health day it is! Just one day to let my mind breathe. 😮‍💨

I needed to go somewhere quiet. Somewhere with birds chirping, water flowing, plenty of shade, and a refreshing breeze so I could calm my mind. But I ended up finding refuge in cold air-conditioned cafes since the heat outside was unbearable. 🥵

Tired. Maybe I am, more than I realize. Tired of the pressure to always deliver, to keep grinding just to sustain the life I’ve built for myself. Tired of constantly chasing something… whether it’s dreams that are exhausting to reach and even harder to maintain once achieved, or people who were never really cruel, just emotionally unavailable. Tired of trying to find peace in my thoughts, which can’t seem to stay still even for a minute. Tired of seeking validation from an imaginary audience who are all busy living their own lives. Or maybe I’m just tired of chasing happiness in general, this fragile, fleeting thing we’ve all been told to worship.

And the ironic thing is, I’m ranting all this while I’m in Tokyo, technically on a ‘vacation’ while working remotely 🫣🫣🫣
Maybe I really am just an ungrateful, entitled, spoiled brat, like some people would probably say. And yes, maybe I am. But I also know that I’m deeply grateful at the same time. So what does that make me? Gratefully ungrateful? 🤔 Is there even such a thing? I don’t know about others, but I feel grateful and yet still feel kind of miserable if that makes any sense. 🤔

Anyways, enough of my kadramahan in life! 😆😆😆 nahimo na jud ning diary ang actifit posts bah LOL!!!
Today, I may be mentally overwhelmed, but luckily my legs are still in beast mode. I just hit more than 20,000 steps. Maybe it’s from all the aimless wandering I did. Tired mind, but proud of my strong legs. 💪🏻

Just wanna share some snaps of the things I’m grateful for today, proof that I’m still a grateful human being LOL!

_{Caramel Machiatto to energize the tired soul}

_{Yummy and affordable Steak}

_{Mango Smoothie to quench the thirst}

_{My survivor na payong 😆}

_{My fave ramen for dinner}

_{Fresh air in Yoyogi Park}

_{This beautiful sunset}

_{First time to experience a Matsuri in Japan}

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Daily Activity, Walking