For a better life

First of all these two pictures, nearly in the middle you can just see the tail of an iguana, they call these type jamos here. I did not quite assume they were such good camouflage users, I mean I had a clear shot of it and thought I had a great picture.

Now as for my story for today. I have been suffering from insomnia for years and from essential tremor since I was born. Nothing much I can do about it, except for the insomnia I can buy, in the black market some derivatives of the benzodiazepine family quite cheap. I cannot buy them at a drugstore without a script. So I use that when I have it, and it does help, but lately it has been losing its effect.

So day before yesterday after having not slept all night, my daughter asked me what was wrong with me. So I just told her I can't sleep. So she told me, well I have heard that marihuana tea is good for making you sleep besides it could help your tremors. So I was able to get hold of a small amount (it is illegal here, even though I guess if I let them know it is to try to sleep it would be no problem). Well she made me a tea.

The first one was night before last, I also took one clonazepam and I did sleep real good, I woke up nearly at eight. I felt great, but to be frank I felt sleepy the whole day. So last night what was left, which was less than the night before was again made tea, I drank it along with half a clonazepam. Result, I woke up a quarter to nine, even more sleep than with the bigger amount of both ingredients.

I must say the tea made me a little high, I was slurring my words and I felt my eyes were red, and I felt my brain was working slower. Now I am out of pot, you have to go to some sleazy places to buy it and I did not feel like it today. So I have only taken half a clonazepam, to see how it works. But I do think the pot tea did work, heck even my hands were shaking way less these last few days.

I am 63 so i really am not worried about what I take, if it works it is OK with me.