"Never-ending Cycle"

over 2 years ago

I'm stuck between two roads
I'm lost and it's hard to choose
Feeling chained to all the memories
I feel like I'm drowning in regrets

There's a ghost in my mind that won't go away
It is the specter of regret that I do not understand
Why does it not want to disappear from my mind?
All I have left are bitter experiences

Why is it so hard to accept the truth?
It hurts so much that we are apart
I'm still looking for hope
And asking for my fate to change

When I wake up from sleep I am filled with regrets
Looking at the ceiling as if my life had no direction
My only wish is to turn back time so I can fix the mess
But I can't get back the time that was lost
I hope there is a way but there is nothing I can do

Why is it so hard to accept that you are no longer in my life?
God, please give me signs and direction
How will I deal with life without the most important person in my life?
Now all I can do is move on in this life.