Beautiful Sunday - Waking Up Earlier Yesterday

24 days ago

Another test of life this week but those examination leads me to realization of so many things in my life. I am still grateful that there are so many people who kept me on the track and I never lost my way. I always remember the lyrics of the favorite song of @me2selah "Although loneliness is a friend of mine." At this time, is better than before. Everytime, I felt like this, it was so hard for me to sleep. My eyes was sleepy , I closed it but my mind was awake and tired. It bothered me though how hard I try to sleep. Lately, I able to sleep well and there's no pain in my eyes nor headache. It means that I am already adjusted the pain in my heart.I know it's not easy, even I felt it , it's goanna be fine but I know the scarce is still there and I hope it will not giving damage to my heart that could lead me to die earlier.

In the morning,I was surprised when the youngest daughter woke me up and went with her in the grocery and coffee shop. There was no classes due to the forecast of having rain for the safety f the student. They only had an online class yesterday. I was happy going with her because of photography for #beautifulsunday.

I kept on taking video while walking going to the grocery and we found the poster in the bookstore. It's the King and Crown Prince.

We passed the burger house but we didn't buy because, she is going to bake waffles with Nutella.

It's 8:30am and found the cloudy sky.

We went to the coffee shop for a cup of coffee with ice cubes. I thought she wanted hot coffee.The place is so nice and relaxing with the light lighted even during the day light.

We are now surrounded with many kind of restaurant, bakeshop, and many others establishment easy for us to buy what we need. Before, we need car when we need something for the kitchen or else. Now, everything, we can access already but the daughters are not allowed to go out alone. I am afraid for their safety so when she woke me up, I quickly dressed up my abaya without washing my face and enjoyed her company. She is the youngest daughter whom I took care since day 1 of her life until now. She is now a lady and taller than me. She will be in college next year or in 2025 maybe. I don't know if I am still here or whatever. I want her to finish her study, get married and go for good but it's God who will guide me whatsoever He plans for me. I am still need to work no matter what. Do or die. I was invited going to another place but I don't know if they would allow me.

It's a though decision that I have to think twice over and over again. Many reasons to balance and it would be better if I entrust these things to Him above.

Until here and thank you @ace108, #hiveph, @asean.hive for your support.