Beautiful Sunday - Realization And Acceptance

29 days ago

I been in the midst of great sorrow. Everytime I extend my patience, I calmed down myself without regretting of what I been through. Accepting the reality of losing my grandmother and I can't go home eased my burden. She could understand me and my son and even my sister. It's not all about financial problems but more on health issues. What made everything fine when I opened and called them through video calling and tell them the circumstances. They all understood and I felt Nanay agreed it.

They knew that I was sad and I didn't talk so much. I just kept my silence. If I talked, it added pain. My friend Samera, she covered me everytime she saw me sleeping without blanket. I feel love from people around so I must be strong.They gave me flowers during Mother's Day and Flowers for my Grandma.

I considered now that Nanay is in a better place. Our family is grateful how God worked for us. The bountiful blessings bestowed upon her death. They received more than enough. It's so wonderful when God is working those who are truly asking His mercy and those who devotedly serving Him.

Before her death, we decided that we have to sell her property so she could enjoy her part. It worth millions but theres no buyer yet. His plan is better than our planned.

I talked to my three siblings and one of my brother was in duty. One is not coming home due to health issues.

After talking with my family, I felt better and I learned that they are always praying for me. Their love and understanding hold the special part of my life. One ofy sister who didn't finish her study was the one who take good care of our grandmother who passed away now. She was also the one who took care of our grandmother who died last 2015 and the one who helped our father taking care of my mother everytime she went to the hospital for dialysis session. She didn't like to study before but God has the purposed of her life for our family. May God bless her and family.

The pain in my heart was gone and I helped myself to carry on all the burden and made it an inspiration to go on. One day, I will be stronger and have the smile in my face💪💪💪!