I've been wanting to see you again for a long time, I barely remember what our last Christmas together was, it's been so long since that last Christmas hug... my hands miss you, my sense of smell too, I remember you cooking large amounts of stew to please so many with your good cooking...

Today I look for you in every space trying to imagine what it would be like if you were here... would you like to eat my food?
Would you like the paintings in my living room?

Would you like the coffee I make?
I think that if you don't like it, you would take it with me and accompany me to be alone for a while, I haven't seen you for so long and my heart hasn't hugged you for so long, mother.