Nothing is everything. We are the universe experiencing itself.

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Having a lot of passion is surely interesting, I never run out of things to do, and I don’t get bored on a normal day. Although, there are days that I had to shut everything off, and leave whatever there is to leave in order to survive the day to least.

I realize I get tired too.
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To all the secret nights, stars as witnesses, I cry too. Having to realize that no matter how passionate I am on many things, it would still turn the other way around. I used to blame myself because of the things I couldn’t even control, all the circumstances that were not even within my reach, and emotions I never even had the chance to process because of that small speck of energy that pressures me unconsciously that I had to be better, constantly.

Time does pass, but it’s not the one that heals.
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It has always been me, all along, me vs me. I am truly my own biggest enemy. Sometimes it’s hard for me to enjoy anything because I tend to turn everything into a mental competition between myself and others who share the same talent. Knowing, there will always be someone, in some part of our planet, better than me even in the field I am most passionate about.

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It is hard to understand that everything there is just some sort of memento. My passion is not everything there is, people around me are not everything, my favorite book, my go-to movies, and all the songs that make me shuffle. It’s just a part of me, a planet in my universe. A whole vast universe, never to be explained, but there is, always.

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At times I cry in frustration as my confidence begins to crumble as I come to terms with the reality that I am not as “powerful” as I believe and not as “talented” as I was told. Yet, I constantly trick myself into thinking that I can always be better, until now I’m still trying to prove it right.
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I know you cry too.
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And no one knows about it. However, we all are one and the same with different experiences, we are no one but a human being, yet capable of conquering our own reality. Humanity is the universe becoming aware of itself. We are nothing and everything at the same time. May heaven be jealous of what you’re going through, for you are one to experience everything in a lifespan.

Nothing is everything. Love your life. Take pictures of all the things that you love. Tell people you love them. Talk to random strangers. Do things that you are scared to do.

Someday you will die, even all the people that will remember you will soon die. Take it, you and your life. Make it the best in the universe.
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