Today is one of those days...
Today is one of those days when I don't understand how the world could continue without him... Every day I find a reason to smile, friends to chat and have a good time with, and experiences that nourish me as a person and as an artist, but sometimes I wonder if I'm fooling myself, because the pain is still alive and only a thought away.
Today is one of those days where you stop, look around you, and realize that really the pillar that held everything in our lives has collapsed, and with it went our reality, our customs, everything we believed in. Today we live in an unknown world, with the tools to move forward, but at the same time without that piece of life that was torn away from us that sad and glorious day of its definitive salvation.
Today is one of those days where crying is my only friend and the best way to rejoin my new reality. I cling to the feeling that he now accompanies me at all times, even if I cannot see him, but the truth is that I do not know and at the same time I hope it is not so. I have understood that his time on this earth is over and I do not want him to come closer to this worldly life, I do not want to splash his soul with dirt and human feelings. I am left with only the happy memories of our afternoons singing together, and that is my greatest strength, but eventually I stumble again over the same stone of sad memories.
Today is one of those days when I need you the most...
Hoy es uno de esos días en que no entiendo cómo el mundo pudo continuar sin él... Cada día encuentro un motivo para sonreír, amistades con quien charlar y pasar un buen rato y experiencias que me nutren como persona y como artista, pero a veces me pregunto si me estoy engañando a mí mismo, porque el dolor sigue vivo y solo está a un pensamiento de distancia.
Hoy es uno de esos días donde te detienes, ves a tu al rededor, y te das cuenta de que realmente el pilar que sostenía todo en nuestras vidas se ha derrumbado, y con él se fue nuestra realidad, nuestras costumbres, todo lo que creíamos. Hoy vivimos en un mundo desconocido, con las herramientas para avanzar, pero al mismo tiempo sin ese pedazo de vida que nos arrancaron ese triste y glorioso día de su salvación definitiva.
Hoy es uno de esos días donde el llanto es mi único amigo y la mejor manera de reincorporarme a mi nueva realidad. Me aferro al sentimiento de que ahora me acompaña en todo momento, aunque no lo pueda ver, pero la verdad es que no lo sé y a la vez espero que no sea así. He entendido que su paso por esta tierra ya terminó y no deseo que se acerque a esta vida mundana, no quiero salpicar su alma con suciedad y sentimientos humanos. Solo me quedan los recuerdos felices de nuestras tardes cantando juntos, y esa es mi mayor fuerza, pero eventualmente tropiezo nuevamente con la misma piedra de los recuerdos tristes.
Hoy es uno de esos días en que más te necesito...
Exactly the point, sometimes I feel like I'm fooling myself because I'm trying to be happy but the pain is still there
Yeah it's true, the pillars might collapse, everything else might follow it collapsing but we just have one thing still alive OURSELVES, such that after crying, we would wipe our tears and move on with the new reality
Kudos friend 👍
That's how every day is now... Thank you very much for sharing your opinion with me.
May I know whose beside you?
I'm fine, dear. My girl and I are a great team. Thank you so much for your concern. There are days that the pain of dad's death takes over me, but then the music helps me too...
I send you a big hug friend, as I have always told you, don't fool yourself or repress your feelings, you have to let them out and express them as many times as you need to because containing them can hurt you.
Remember that even though your dad is not physically here, he is still with you and whenever you need him, from wherever he is, he sends you strength to move forward ❤️
Thank you very much for your constant support. Every time I break down I can find words like yours to bring me back to sanity...
The pain that one feels for a loved one when they are no longer on the earthly plane never goes away, and the more time passes, the more they are missed, and I think it is because, although they are not physically among us, we know that their spirit He is always by our side accompanying us.
What a beautiful video, a great memory of having shared this interpretation with your father.
Have a great day dear friend @jesuslnrs
When I got to today's rehearsal everything got better for me, thank you so much for your words of encouragement. In the morning I was feeling very bad and I needed to watch this video. I remember that day as if it was yesterday...
Los recuerdos seguirán regresando, pero el dolor que sientes irá aminorando. Está bien que te dejes sentir sin reprimirte, eso es lo que te hace humano y lo que te ayudará a que todo se asiente. Ahora tú eres ese pilar en tu vida. ❤️
Así es Paloma, debo entender que soy mi propio pilar, jamás podré sostener la vida de los demás, sobretodo si no lo quieren. Me he sentido mejor, pero hay días de días...
Hugs
I receive it and return it to you brother 🫂
Wao
I love this combo, the skillfulness both in vocals and playing guitar is superb.
The memory of the just is blessed and though he isn't with you any longer, the good memories left behind are of great relief and consolation.
Thanks for sharing with us
I miss singing with him, it is an indescribable happiness and it has always been like that since my childhood. I find it hard to believe that it won't happen again as long as I live 💔
Yes Sir. You are very correct. Sometimes we also thinks that he is not there because of what we feel around us. There is pains everywhere. Things are falling apart, but we still have hope and we must keep it alive.
Thanks for sharing
Thank you very much my friend, you are absolutely right, and we must learn and continue. I didn't want to write this today, but it helps me to get it off my chest and change for the better...
We've all got that void that creates sadness around us. It's something that we don't have control over, an occurrence that comes with a lot of questions.
I strongly believe he's proud of you right now and I'm certain he lived his best life while here.
Greetings ❤️
It was a good life, and very beautiful, but the last few months were heartbreaking, a story that I still don't think happened to us. Thank you for your comment, I will continue on my way to erase this trauma from my mind...
Hermano, siempre el día será uno de esos días dónde lo recordarás por siempre. Cómo dices, el está contigo en todo momento, si debes llorar hágalo, si debes reír hágalo y solo piensa que estarás llorando, riendo o siendo feliz junto a el. Hermosa canción interpretada por ustedes hermano, todos son recuerdos hermosos
¡Hola Omar!. Muchas gracias bro. Trato de ya no escribir sobre este tema, pero me obligo a hacer mis posts diarios y en la mañana era lo único que tenía en mente. Es liberador y como tu dices, necesario. Ya en el ensayo todo cambió para mejor. Te mando un abrazo...
When I see you with your father it fills me with emotion and even more so when I see you singing together. Those experiences are unforgettable and there will be many days like these when you will miss him, but you have him inside you, all his teachings, he will always be with you. You just don't see it🤗
Thank you my friend. I keep it in my mind at all times and they are almost always positive memories, but sometimes circumstances change everything. At least I learned to get out of that hole I fall into and in fact writing is one of the best therapies for me...
Writing has always helped me and art too, in your case music, to keep going!
Ya casi tengo las fechas y los lugares... No sé cómo hacertelos llegar, será aquí mismo en comentarios 😵💫
No problem, right here .... I'll be a secret agent!🤣
When someone left our lives- we feel empty, unable to express and unable to feel. There is a void inside heart which will never be filled. Although time will fade things but it will only fade.
Thank you very much my friend. Time has been a great ally for me, and the positive memories are there every moment of the day, but the last few months were very intense and traumatizing, I am still healing that part of the outcome. Thanks for commenting...
Eres un amor amiga mía 😘
Saludos amigo, primero que nada que buena es interpretación que nos compartes y es una pieza musical uncia y tenia algo de tiempo que no la escuchaba y ustedes dos tiene mucho talento y se escucha de maravilla, por lo tanto es un recuerdo único y donde siempre vendrán esos pensamientos y como ser humanos van a doler, dará tristeza y solo queda continuar, para seguir triunfando y llevar la música a otro nivel, algo que tu padre amaría. Hoy queda un recuerdo plasmado con este escrito, para darte mas fuerza e inspiración.
Wow que hermoso sonaban juntos amigo, verdaderamente es difícil aceptar está nueva realidad de despertar y no escuchar su voz, caminar por partes de la casa y recordar los momentos juntos... Si pega su partida, pega mucho no poderlo abrazar. Comparto tu dolor y entiendo tu situación... Pero que bonito es recordar que de cada momento que haya compartido juntos hayan valido la pena. Escucharlos cantar me conmovió tanto y me hizo ver que viviste unos momentos hermosísimos con tu papá. Sus voces son una armonía incomparable, digo son porque la voz de tu papá seguirá viva en tu corazón. Un abrazo. 🤗