Are You Happy With Who You Are Or Not?
Not certainly but I guess I need to improve more.
Being accountable is one of the things I can't fail to admit for myself and for others around me.
Been contented and at most being disciplined to an extent. Especially being disciplined over other people's money. I could remember when a friend asked me to help her save some money for a duration of time but unfortunately she have to come for it before the due date so I told her I wasn't going to release the money till the due date and she have to wait though what she needed the money for wasn't that urgent.
I can say I cry a lot especially when things aren't working in the way I plan it, it could be frustrating sometimes and most times I overthink about it.
I can stroll through my phone for hours, from one video to the next and at the end of the day I end up beating myself for neglecting the things that are supposed to be done.
Most times I don't achieve my to-do list for the day and most times I end up feeling guilty over it so I'm fighting not to feel guilty anymore.
Most times I end up thinking about bad decisions I have made and going through the consequences could be so frustrating, the regret of not doing that particular thing a few months ago. I procrastinate and I'm trying everything to stop procrastinating so I end up reading lots of help books on procrastination to get away from it though I can see improvement but not as much as I want but I'm trying each day.
Procrastination (the art of pushing things back) is a big thing we all have to fight for. Discipline helps and also learning that things won't magically happen. I advice you to read this book called "atomic habits" (get it on audiobook ) if you are not a big reader. It's a great book that everyone should read and try to implement in their lives.
Thanks for the audio, I listen to it every morning and it's been helpful. I'm grateful.
We can be content of who we are right now but seeing improvement is also in our nature no, and that's why we make small goals that we can achieve. There's also a lot of obstacles we have to face but what can we do, time is ticking so fast, the only choice we have is to move forward. Even though we don't achieve that much at least we can still taste small happiness. I am seriously happy with my life right now but deep inside me I want more. But, I am just too lazy to do so, oh my, what to do 🫠😵💫🤣🤣
We always want more each time. Sometimes I'm lazy too and I hate that.