Creativity vibe
Hi, guys!
Now I am continuing to reformat my life to meet new needs, and it is going very actively. Today I accidentally had a sleepless night, and it is very sad, because I was not able to rest normally, but I hope that today I will sleep normally. I do not know why I was so nervous, but for some reason I could not fall asleep at all, even despite the medication. Most likely because I was thinking again about my friend with whom we had a fight and who annoys me, and I am worried that she will come to me again and try to make peace. I am already tired of this. She constantly comes and tries to improve relations with me, and then when this begins to irritate me, she begins to ask why I communicate with her if everything is so bad. Elementary - simply because she constantly comes back and does not want to leave me alone!
Now I need to calm down and focus on writing my novel, and this is not the time to sort things out or in any way affect my stability. I just can't let anyone interfere with this. I have to be calm and stable so that everything goes smoothly for me, and not get distracted by someone's hysterics. So I don't need anything like that, let her deal with her fits herself. Especially since she promised to go to a therapist for many years, and finally started looking for one only when she destroyed our relationship to the ground. No big deal, it will be a lesson to her.
And I need to focus, because in the end, when I succeed, it should completely change my life. And I really hope that everything will work out, because it can't be any other way, I put so much effort into this. I just have to be patient a little bit, and I will see the result. And I hope it will be exactly as I imagine it.
Have a great day everyone!