Changing my life

Hi, guys!

I'm tired of being nervous all the time. No, seriously, this process just never stops. I'm nervous about the novel, I'm nervous about the blog, I'm nervous about everything in the world, and this process is constant and very painful. Some kind of madhouse, and I'm the only patient in it who is constantly sick.

Yesterday I decided to come up with an additional hobby that will at least relax me a little. I decided to try keeping a bullet journal again, I ordered all sorts of things for this. It's clear that I won't do it before the tenth, so next week, when I have some spare money, I'll order some more stuff. So far, I've only ordered a notebook and stickers. I want a lot more. I want to finally start doing this for my own pleasure, and not in convulsions.

I love beautiful design, so I'm sure this will help me relax. In addition, I can make additional content for my blog from this. The blog was also supposed to relax me, but now it only causes stable neurosis. But I decided to change this. Of course, it won't work out right away, but gradually, step by step, I think I will achieve success.

Now I need to focus on finally finishing my manuscript and getting ready to present it to the publisher. It's very difficult not to be nervous about this, but I'll have to try, otherwise I'll go crazy very soon. So I need to make an effort to finally calm down.

Today I plan to work on both the blog and the manuscript, in a calm mode and for as long as I have the strength. Stop putting pressure on yourself, it doesn't end well. So I'll try to just do what I have to do and try to get a good result.

Have a great day everyone!