Blogging life

Hi, guys!

Today I have to do a second day of filming because yesterday I only managed to film half of the book videos that I had planned for the day, so I have to spend another day filming. I really don't want to do all this, but I need to finish what I started, because the job needs to be done, otherwise I will constantly think about it. I need to finish filming the new reviews and redo the five that I filmed earlier. I am very tired of messing around with all this, and I haven't even gotten to filming the new sketches yet, which will also take a lot of time.

After this, I urgently need to start editing the manuscript, because everything has stopped there once again and I also need to make sure that progress is outlined again, because there is less and less time before the submission, and it may turn out that I simply won't have time to do everything before the submission to the publisher. But now I'm starting to worry a lot about my mental state, because I just don't want to get out of bed in the morning, I lie there until the last minute without opening my eyes. This is a clear sign that I'm starting to get depressed again. I need to avoid it somehow.

Now I need to do a little bit of housework and after that I'll still get to filming, because I still need to finish this, because the longer I put it off, the more I forget that I wanted to film at all. Now the snowball of my work has grown very much, and I need to make a plan on how I will gradually close them day after day without overexertion.

This is the plan for today, I hope I'll complete at least half of it.

Have a great day everyone!