Looking for Pleasure in My Past

Hello everyone, this week has been hard for me because there are a lot of crazy rules that are oppressing me. Because I didn't agree and couldn't fight it, the only way I had to run as far as possible until the situation was safe and hope that GOD would be on my side.

I don't know when my dark story will end, if I had superpowers I would fight those crazy rules, I would make them submit to me. But unfortunately my dreams have never been granted by my creator, should I look for a black path so that all my obstacles will be destroyed right now?

Thankful I still have faith and hold on to my awareness and common sense not to follow Satan's instigations and HE guides me to be patient and seek peace elsewhere.

And my escape has been going on for more than a week, the place of my escape this time is a very far location. It's summer now so I'm a little calm because rain will be rare.

I stood looking at the Politeknik Kelapa Sawit Citra Widya building which I would visit later. The building faces south and behind the building there is a six-story guesthouse. I once had a wonderful time around there and today I want it to happen again. When I stood up to take a photo, I had already traveled five kilometers from my boarding house, only half way to get there.

Under the leaves I rested for a while to gather strength. I have to be strong and I promise I won't go home if I don't bring money.

It took about forty minutes to get here, this is the building I photographed earlier, it turns out I'm still strong and I haven't forgotten.

I walked closer to the building and wanted to know if the atmosphere was still like before. Coincidentally, this afternoon my stomach felt hungry.

The place where I usually hang out is now occupied by a chicken noodle seller, to cover up my embarrassment and hunger, I ordered a bowl from the seller.

I didn't recognize him but he was friendly to me maybe because I was the buyer? Even though I parked the cart as I pleased.

The chicken noodles were really delicious, maybe because I was hungry so I ate it really well. Because it was getting late, I couldn't rest for long here so I pedaled to look for the group of small children I used to stop by.

Before arriving at my destination I had to enter through a large gate, the gate was clean and sturdy, still as before.

And in front of the gate there are two security guards who invite every visitor to pass. Those two people helped me too.

After I crossed, I parked my train right behind the two people to take some memorable photos of the past.

After I was satisfied taking photos, I left the two of them and went straight to my destination, which was a small library on the side of the road.

But when I got there I saw the library door was closed, I was disappointed but I could only give up and had to go home because it was starting to get dark in the afternoon.

In my heart I prayed that I would have a safe journey home and safely reach my boarding house.

Thank you for reading my outpourings, I hope success always accompanies all readers, amen.

I took this attachment from MAP;

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