With open eyes

I used to be a travel photographer.
The magazine I was working for sent me to many destinations all over Greece during the three years I was there. It’s a job I left long ago, but I still remember it from time to time. And when I’m in the right mood, I open the hard drive with the thousands of pictures I’ve kept and start wandering through those trips again. The job may be gone, but the travels are still in me, even if I don’t remember many details.





Looking at those old pictures is a strange experience. They belong to me but not exactly. They belong to a different version of myself. I can tell by the way I framed a scene or by the things I found worth photographing. Sometimes I recognise the person who took them, sometimes I don’t. There are places I had completely forgotten visiting, and others I remember vividly for reasons that have nothing to do with the images. It makes me wonder how much of what we call memory is actually shaped by what we’ve chosen to look at and keep.




Photography was never just work for me. It was what I was good at, even back in high school, and later it became a way to understand where I stood in the world. I remember many occasions when I would have felt out of place or even awkward without my camera. Even now, when I take pictures just for myself, that same sense of belonging is still there, the feeling that I am doing what I am supposed to do, and that I’m doing it right.
I’m not sure if that makes sense to you, but it’s a thought I’ve carried with me for many years.





I don’t work for that magazine anymore, or any other, and I don’t think I want to. I’ve lost the motivation, or maybe the tolerance, to work with suffocating deadlines and follow strict briefs.
What stayed with me, though, is the habit of observing, of noticing how the light changes, how people move, how a place feels at a certain hour. Maybe that’s what I learned most from those years, to look carefully.




The photos from Corfu belong to that period. I took them when I was still running around with that mix of curiosity and responsibility. I don’t remember many details, but I do remember walking through the old town, stopping often, capturing as many pictures as I could.
When I look at them now, I don’t think of the job, the long hours or the exhaustion. I think of the travel itself, of what it means to be somewhere else with open eyes. It’s a feeling that I still chase, even close to home. The sense that the world is always offering more than we have time to see. Maybe that’s why I still keep taking pictures. Not to capture, but to remember. To remind myself that what matters most is not where you go, but how you look.



All the pictures and the words are mine.
Thank you for reading and if you want to know more about me you can check out my introduction post.
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This is such a beautiful reflection. It’s amazing how art, photos we took, lets us trace who we used to be. It helps us analyze the distance we’ve travelled in life.
Reading this felt like I was reading a love letter to seeing things that were taken not just through a lens but through life itself.
The photos of those buildings are amazing. Love the angles.
Are you still a travel photographer? I mean for you?
Fact!
Thank you very much. I am glad you resonated with my thoughts!
I still take pictures when I travel but I can't call myself a travel photographer. Although I believe that I am taking much better pictures now :)
Well @fotostef whether it was the you then or the you now that captured these images and preserved your memories, I love them.
And also, for me, they bring back memories, maybe not exactly the same spot in Corfu, but just realising that yes, once, many many years ago I did actually get to Corfu- even if it was only for 2 weeks, because now it feels like I never went there at all, so thank you for sharing your memories to awaken mine!
After all memories is the reason that we take pictures, isn't it?
Glad that I awaken yours :)
Thank you very much @qurator and @ewkaw for your support!
Hey, thanks for sharing such an interesting post, Old photos are not just pictures, they are memories to a different version of yourself that are beautiful and full of meaning...
Thank you for stopping by!
I am glad you enjoyed it :)
What a beautiful reflection. I totally understand about having the camera with you and having that sense of purpose and belonging with it. I have also wondered about memories and pictures. There are some memories from my childhood that are because of a picture or group of pictures. I wonder if I would remember it otherwise? Thanks for the thoughts and pictures of Corfu.
Great Post with Beautiful Shots
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Thank you @goga22 :)