expression of longing for mother

Tonight I want to release my longing for someone I really love through a letter.

Sometimes life that is far away makes us forget the people who have loved us since childhood, so that we forget the person who always sees us from a distance, who she is, the mother who has raised us from our childhood until we are old until now.

I don't know why tonight I want to hug mom, and pamper her, and want to make mom happy for the rest of my life.
Sometimes my work hinders me from being with my mother. Sometimes I get annoyed with work that makes me have to be away from my mother. Sometimes I miss my childhood when I was far from burdens and could sleep in the same room with my mother.
Mother forgives me who has not been able to make mother happy.
I promised myself, someday I want to share my mother like my mother shared me when I was a child.
I'm afraid, mother left before I could share my mother, I don't want to repeat the old story, father went first to the creator.

I hope mother, can understand the situation I'm in here, sometimes life separates me.

One day I will be able to share my life with my mother and family.

I write this longing as an expression of my longing for mother.
Tonight I can't stand my longing, I miss mom's cooking which is so delicious, I'm tired of eating here, I want mom's cooking, mom's voice and mom's smile.
Maybe in the past, I've made a mistake, please forgive me.
Now I just realized that mother can not be replaced with anything.

Mother, pray for me for the good of what I do, without mother's prayer I can do nothing and there is no result.
Mother pray for me, hopefully I can get back together with you soon.
Even though I am far away, I see my mother every time I look.

I hope you can feel this writing of my longing there, and I hope you can dream of meeting your mother.

This is one of the moments, when I'm with my family
I still have some photos of my mother and family when I was in the village.
When I miss, I often call and sometimes I often see this photo.

I hope you are always well there, and always take care of your health.
I love you, mom

Thank you friends for reading, and supporting me until I can be here.
Greetings to my friends @asklanbudi🙏