PHOTOREALISTIC: FULL OF EMOTIONS

Hello hivers! It's me again your apple in your eyes, @applejane . I will share with all of you my emotions these days. I have been emotionally discouraged about my life at the moment. Reflecting on my own mistakes does hurt my inner self. That's why every time I am sad, I always take a picture at the given moment. To reflect and use introspection to reflect my own behavior, myself, and be consciously aware of what happened in my life.

PICTURE NO. 1

This night, I was with my brother. We bought iced coffee. It was raining, and it absolutely healed my negative thoughts. I was wondering how life could be so cruel if you don't have a good brother that can make your anger issues gone because you have a brother that can heal your traumas in life. I took this photo when I was in the city, and every night, we went to buy some iced coffee with my brother and sister. The two of them just heal my inner child and my past traumas in life. That's why they're very important in my life. If I will be reincarnated in another life. I would be their best friend and little sister again. I want to be with them again, even if I'm their pet, sibling, friend, or anything else, just to be with them.

PICTURE NO. 2

My sister took this photo. In my past blogs, "A Day in Bantayan Island: With My Sister," I wrote there that I was insecure about my body, but my sister encouraged me to wear those things because I have a unique aura, body, face, and body. She said that I should mind what other people think of me because I am the way I am. My sister is my role model in life. I will always adore her, even if we have some little quarrels in life😅. I will always love her the way I love my mother.

PICTURE NO. 3

At the ocean. My friend took this photo. I was on the right side while my friends were on the left side. Actually, they were talking about how to catch a tiny fish. I like how my friend took this photo; it reminds me of my high school life. The bond that never gets old. And now that we're in college, we can't go bonding anymore because of the tight schedules that we have. I hope someday we will meet again, make fun, and eat delicious foods. I always miss them; they have a part in my heart.

PHOTO NO. 4

As you can read from what I wrote above, this is my sister and my brother. They heal my heart without knowing them. We went to the cinema here to watch Inside Out 2. It was my first time to watch in a cinema, and yet they fulfill my wishes. I am just so happy that they're part of my life. Without them, I think I am nothing. I just love how we have little bondings in life because they know how cruel the world is to me. I am emotionally thankful for them. I am begging the Almighty God to have a best friend and siblings, and I have them. I will always be with them, no matter what. I will not hesitate to go with them even if the world doesn't want it.

LAST PHOTO

The last photo that altered my heart. This is the best photo that exists in my gallery. This picture was taken on December 23, 2022; it was quarantine. And the three of us having an exchanged gift near the shore. This is my best friend. They are my half in life. Without them, I cannot share my thoughts or rants in life. That's why I am so thankful that I have best friends that can be with me through ups and downs.